Alcoholics got to meetings. I don't. Therefore I am a drunk.
I wish I was joking, but I really do drink too much. Saying that you only live once. And yes I want to be healthy, thin, a good runner. And I want to sort my head out and like me - which i'm closer to doing now than I maybe ever have been. But at the end of the day, it's spending time with your favourite people that matters. I love life. Living life, letting my hair down with my friends and meeting new people. So it would be complete bull shit if I said I was going to give it up.
But I am cutting down.
There's a few things I've discovered this week....
- I like my job. That sounds stupid, I never said I didn't like it, but the thought of leaving it is quite upsetting me.
- I am a flirt. I never ever thought I would say this, in my opinion I don't think I can flirt! However I have flirted with like everything that moves the last couple of weeks. This needs to stop, how did I become a flirt?! I'm more awkward than awkward turtle!! You know what! I don't even understand, I'm acting normal and friendly - but guys are flirting back?! Who turned the world upside down??!
- The band Mona. Listen to your love is incredible. So so good.
- I can't run fast. I think I may have even got worse at running since the 10k. But...
- I do not give up.
Anyway. I'm off the juice until Glastonbury. In an effort to lose weight, exercise and just start getting stuff sorted and the like. To help towards this I am now going to bed. It's 21.14. How cool am I? Anyway i'll speak to you later interwebsss!!
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